Right at this very moment, I am sure that you are pre-occupied with different things. You’re too busy to realize that you also need to give yourself a break and enjoy life.
Honestly? I know and I’m sure that I really haven’t met you yet BUT i do hope I’ll be able to meet you SOON. Maybe I have met you? Just Maybe. I don’t know, BUT I really want to meet you. Maybe I am too young, or I am too old for you or we’re just the same age. Maybe I am too foolish to know who you are yet. Maybe, I’ll just have to wait, I suppose. But when I see all my friends holding hands with their partners, Sometimes I get sad and think of when I’ll meet you. Sometimes, I do my best to reassure myself that everything is gonna be okay, then there are also times that I really hate myself. I think I am ugly and fat. But maybe you’ll make things feel better. I hope you won’t ever like to hear me say things like that. Maybe then I’ll try to stop. You know what I have always wanted? Someone to tell me I am beautiful and mean it. I hope you’ll treat me like that. I really do hope so. When we are together, I hope we last a long time. And even if we do break up. I hope we stay friends. I want someone who will sit with me and listen to me talk about silly things like I do. Humor my stupidity sometimes and just be able to be silly with me. Maybe you’ll like to watch Disney and superhero movies with me. And we can cuddle under a blanket and you’ll play with my hair and I’ll fall asleep. I really hope I will meet you. We can do things you like too. I am good at sports and stuff. I hope you like to write and sing. But those are just bonuses. I’d love you even if you were tone deaf. I hope I meet you. I know you are out there somewhere.
When the day comes that I’ll meet you, Trust that I’ll be the woman that you will spend the rest of your life with, to infinity and beyond.
Hoping and Praying,
Joan ❤️😍😘💋
